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		<title>Aging, The Future, and Hope</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m 24 and I&#8217;ll be 25 within the year. I&#8217;m young but I am beginning to sense the effects of aging. &#8220;College kids&#8221; are beginning to seem young to me; high schoolers seem foreign; my body is softer than I remember; my muscles weaker. Not really a big deal, but it&#8217;s forcing me to come [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m 24 and I&#8217;ll be 25 within the year. I&#8217;m young but I am beginning to sense the effects of aging. &#8220;College kids&#8221; are beginning to seem young to me; high schoolers seem foreign; my body is softer than I remember; my muscles weaker. Not really a big deal, but it&#8217;s forcing me to come to terms with how I will respond to the reality that my life is passing.</p>
<p>As long as I can remember I have believed that a person is only as old as they think. My grandfather was an awesome example of this: He worked hard, traveled, learned, discovered, and lived life to the fullest far after he retired from his career and well into his 80&#8242;s. He always said he wanted to die in his bootstraps and he did. I really want follow his example. As long as God gives me life, I want to truly <em>live</em>.</p>
<p>Thus, as I am beginning to hear the jokes about how my last birthday that is worth looking forward to is approaching, I want to stop and deliberately protest. My life will not end at 25&#8211;nor at 30, 40, or 50! No, <em>every year</em> I will work hard to ensure that it is better than the last. I will not settle for drifting into monotony; I will live an adventure passionately seeking for the things that are better, more good, more right, and more true. I will seek to become more true to whom I was made to be and I will strive not to waste a moment in lament over times goneby.</p>
<p>But why this hope? Is it merited?<span id="more-68"></span></p>
<p>Before I say why I think hope is significantly merited, it is important to stop for a second and note a few things about the nature of hope itself.</p>
<p>Hope is, in essence, saying <em>I believe there is a reason to suspect that good is on it&#8217;s way</em>. The catch here, though, is that there has to be a reason to hope. Hope is inspired, fundamentally, out of reason. If hope exists where there is no reason to hope, it&#8217;s called ignorance. Hope simply for hope&#8217;s sake is foolishness.</p>
<p>Therefore, hope can only truly exist if there is a reason to suspect that good is to come.</p>
<p>So, what&#8217;s my reason to expect good in the future?</p>
<p><strong>It&#8217;s not in myself.</strong> While I have done okay so far, hoping in my own abilities to find a great life falls short for me. Why? For every time I have succeeded, I&#8217;ve failed twice. For every time I&#8217;ve tried something new, I&#8217;ve sat back afraid to try at least five times. For every time I&#8217;ve had a good idea, I&#8217;ve had at least twenty bad ideas. I&#8217;m a person of average intellect, average skill, average looks, average family, etc. I&#8217;m not extraordinary. While I could focus on my successes and conjure up hope for some grand future, I can&#8217;t do that with intellectual integrity because it ventures out into the realm of ignorance&#8211;there is not significant reason to expect anything great. If my hope is based only on what I know of myself so far, then I can hope to live an average, mundane life. I don&#8217;t want that, though, and therefore I don&#8217;t and won&#8217;t find my hope in myself.</p>
<p><strong>It&#8217;s not in my family or friends.</strong> I think I probably have the best family there is and, likely, the best friends there are, too. I love them deeply. Even still, the people who are closest to me let me down the most. I don&#8217;t hold it against them, they&#8217;re human. But neither am I willing to build my hope of my life on the relationships I have with them. Doing so sets me up to have everything crash down when they&#8217;re not around (for whatever reason). This is maybe sad to recognize, but I must be honest with myself here.</p>
<p><strong>It&#8217;s not in my career.</strong> I don&#8217;t think I need to say much about this. The past six months have amply shown that even the best jobs can be lost, the biggest companies can fail, and even good, hard-working, intelligent people can find themselves without jobs and with seemingly nowhere to turn.</p>
<p><strong>It&#8217;s not in my government.</strong> Many people are tempted to look to the government for hope. I think this is a very sad mistake. While the government is good&#8211;it protects us, it provides us certain services that enhance our lives greatly&#8211;it&#8217;s role is to provide an safe environment for us to live <em>our </em>lives. Not somehow to give us lives to live&#8211;that&#8217;s not freedom and that surely isn&#8217;t hope. Furthermore, look at any government agency: you&#8217;ll find beauracracy, inefficiency, corruption (not always, but more often than not), and a fair level of incompetency. Now, I&#8217;m not ranting on government, but I&#8217;m trying to be honest. If that is what I&#8217;ve always seen, where is the <em>reason</em> to think it will be any different? Even a very charismatic politician cannot change a system that&#8217;s so much more established even than he.</p>
<p>So why do I hope? How can I?</p>
<p>My hope is in <strong>Jesus Christ</strong>. What&#8217;s my reason?</p>
<p>In <a href="http://www.gnpcb.org/esv/search/?go=Go&amp;q=John+10%3A10" class="bibleref" title="ESV John 10:10">John 10:10</a>, Jesus told us that he came to give us life. He did this by dying to pay the penalty that all of our own shortcomings demand. We&#8217;ve been brainwashed to think that we&#8217;re all basically good, but we&#8217;re not and we know we&#8217;re not. At the core of us, there is evil&#8211;we hate, we&#8217;re self-seeking, and worst of all we reject the God who made us.</p>
<p>This evil of ours presented a dilemma for God who loves us, but is also just. He must love but he also must maintain justice. Therefore, he can&#8217;t let evil go unpunished. To remedy this, he sent his perfect Son, Jesus Christ, to earth to live and to show us his love is by dying the criminal&#8217;s death we deserve so that we, in turn, wouldn&#8217;t have to die if we would turn to Him and ask forgiveness.</p>
<p>No one in history changed the course of humankind more than Jesus Christ. But this being true, Jesus promised us this in <a href="http://www.gnpcb.org/esv/search/?go=Go&amp;q=John+14%3A12-14" class="bibleref" title="ESV John 14:12-14">John 14:12-14</a>: <span class="woj">&#8220;Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; <em>and greater works than these will he do</em>, because I am going to the Father.</span> <sup id="en-ESV-26670" class="versenum">13</sup><span class="woj"> Whatever you ask in my name, this I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.</span> <sup id="en-ESV-26671" class="versenum">14</sup><span class="woj"> If you ask me anything in my name, I will do it.&#8221; [emphasis mine]<br />
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<p><span class="woj">The truth is that as I (or any of us) believe in Jesus and commit to living lives like he lived&#8211;not according to some religion, but according to his example&#8211;we will be able to change the world and make it truly better. THIS IS HOPE! It&#8217;s not because any of us are so great, but because Jesus himself will be with God working on our behalf, supporting us in our efforts.</span></p>
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